Monday, December 19, 2005
*GaSpX*To be very exact, i should be on my bed now, resting my eyes and waiting for the time to creep past and there i go, pack my bloody bag and shoes and skirt and everything then fuck off the house to work. lol! oh my bloody god... i'm so frigging lethargic!!! A plethora of lactic acid has been gushing into the wrong veins and soon i find myself nodding my head off on the train to Citi Hall later. *well, it happened jz now when i'm on my way from YCK to Woodlands to collect my Samsung*
aR ha! do i sound like i am angry or irritated or sorts? well, hell NO! Perhaps there was.. hm. Cuz of the bloody visa thing and accommodation thing and i'd referred everything as "thing" cuz i aint even sure what the hell had happened. Now i may even run the "risk" of a delayed flight, and worse, pay more. I gotta dig deeper into my pockets sia.. wth... HM...
OKAY la, back to subject alright? haha... Recently has been really shocking. It seemed like Darling and me are both sitting on a bullet train. If life is a journey, he and i must be taking this bullet train as our mode of transport. Everything's fast. Everything happens what's more than expected. Everything seemed to be flashing!!! Scary sia! omg. It's like faster than a normal relationship. Soon u'll find me and him getting married and stuffs... LoL.. if only la, IF la.
17th Dec 2005 Darlign and i were going to this Metal gig today, early in the morning. Recently darling and i meet so very very often! almost every alternate days... Today's different. We were out since.... 8.30am in the morning and back at 3am. wth..... so late hor? haha.. but we enjoyed every single moment. so sweet!!! xD
Well, actually everything starts to be really sweet after the gig. We decide to go to Sentosa... cuz i wanna go ma. Don't u think singapore has nothing more for us to further explore? haha!
Sentosa.. erm.. how do i start!! *excited*
haha! actually we were at this Harbourfront Shopping Centre la.. jz strolling until we past this jewellery shop, Cupid Jewel. Saw very nice stones and jewelleries until sth caught my eyes. I just took a second glance nia.. not intending to buy or sth, just look look see see ma.. den that jeweller so kiang.. drag us in by her words.. x_x so powerful ho... see le den we happen to decide to see rings la... den she showed us all the diamond diamond stuffs... sibei stressed sia... den i said sth so callously tt time... i told her we were looking for bands... den darling pointed at that very nice bands sia... a lot of diamonds one lor! cost thousand over dollars for jz one single ring leh! wthhh.. i see liao become more stress sia. my palm was really sweating lor, he did not notice i kept rubbing my palm on my thigh...
ar.. den she bring us to see the bands lor... well..the ambience was very very very quiet................................ darling and i stoned there. and she kept talking... i'm stunned, practically rooted to the ground, somehow, i know i'm trying to stand still. I'm trying very hard to even open my mouth. i know my fingers were shivering when i tried on the ring. and darling din talk. so i din talk oso lor!!! and the jeweller tried so hard to keep herself motivated.
somehow la.. den she pointed a lot of rings and one caught my eyes. cost a lot sia!! 7 hundred + going to 8 hundred liao! see le will go long bia sia. diamond is 0.13ct. ring very nice ler... but still. we both kept quiet. *very jia lat hor...*
den nvm la. i intend to not see liao. cuz my stress level really rise to a level i couldn't take anymore la. It's the first time i had been so x_x... stress. I don't even dare to talk much ler.. afraid if i talk den gotta buy. Den suddenly, i've got a deja vu! haha.. i seemed to dreamt of that before... tat me and a someone was buyin' a ring.
Ok la, in the end hor, din buy.. hoho.. i'm too stressed. That woman la, she suggest that we go eat first den come back. den she somehow tell darling this... "aiya, u all go eat first la, den when eating halfway u come buy from me, give her a great surprise ma!!!" Immediately when she finished, or rather, she hadn't, my bf intercepted her and say in this "AIYA!!!" tone... "AIYA.. why u say it out!!!......" den i looked at him... and he looked at that women for a while, shook head a lil and den turned away from her to me and smiled...
i was like... errrrrrrrrrrrrrr... *stone* omggggggggggg.... *stress* OMG!!! *glad* cham liaoooooooooooooooooooooo... *more stress* ...................... *froze*
lolz.. in the end we went out le. den suddenly darling stopped... and den he kissed my lips and asked.. "darling, yes or no" and den i said "huh? what yes what no?" ok, i gotta say, i did not really act blur. i was really stonning so i did not think. IT was when he said "just tell me, yes or no?" and den i said "i don't know" LOL...
walk more walk walk walk... den stopped at a corner. Darling held my hands and rested his head onto me, looked at me so..... haiyo. how to describe... those forlorn and clinging but yet very very determined eyes..... i see le will melt type... tell me he want to do sth for me. He wanted to buy for me and wanted an answer from me. I don't know how i talk that time oso la, but im sure, i'm damn stressed that time. He asked me again and again lor, den i said i don't know, den i kept silent, den he told me "i'll take ur silence as a consent." den the more i talk the more he said "so u want it right? so it's a yes? i'll take it as a yes!" den after he said it, he brightened a little and den agreed to continue walking le... lolz... ar bo he'll just stuck at that corner and hug me in the middle of the crowd sia... *_*
went makan mee siam le.. den he asked me again! arghhhhh... now u see, i sibei stressed right? its a healthy stress i suppose. i'll tell u why i'm stress later. ar.. den he said. "AIYA! i'm gonna tell u la. I'm gonna give this surprise up cuz of 3 things. First, its because that woman had already spoke out the surprise i'm gonna do la! Second, it's because you don't needa feel bad using my money and i want to do sth for u.. Third... eh? there is no third... or there is.. Third... er.. no there's no third..." LOL... and i smiled at his silly look... =) so dumb and so cute. den he say... "now all i want, is just an answer from u... do u want it or not.. just tell me and i'll do..."
i nodded.
in the end, i had to tell him i prefer lee hwa and stuffs. actually meant to buy time and sorts so he won't go back to cupid. lolz...
aiya, but still really go lee hwa lor. go see the wedding bands... wah so ex sia. haha... we settled on the $548/ring de.. so ex but so nice.. =) collect on wednesday.. our initial choice cost way more than $548 sia.. it was 700+++ leh... a big diamond de... very veyr nice.. but too ex... i'd want to save $$$ for darling ler... cuz he gives me so much le...
initially ppl thought we're getting married. x_x we will we will... don't rush us... xD
after we made our purchase, we went to Sentosa, siloso beach... ar.. my darling is a cow cow ... =X cowcow who needs lotsa love one ler... always hugs me from behind... =X always must give me this tongue bash. arghhhhh.. u cow, i'm not grasssssss.. haha... xD it was a sweet moment. but kinda scary. *_*
=) everything's beautiful when i'm with him....
wakakakkaa... i'd finally found someone. I'd finally found my darling hubby .. xD
and jenny, i'm not getting married until i'm 26 okayx!! i'll still wait for u to get marry first before i go marry hor!!! wakakkakaa.. let's see!!! xD xD xD
signing off,
lauraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... (in love)
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My Uncharted Territory out
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