Friday, July 28, 2006
Over time
I'm really overtime-d. zzzzz don't like to work OT but no choice, thousands of transactions still waiting for me... shit man, why am i in this costing sector? But .. aiya, oh well... forget it. at least i can work "happily" under STRESS. blah. don't bother, i go and slog liaos... wtf...
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |7:30 PM|
how you feel about yourself now (The Star)
You feel there is hope, or if you don’t, have faith - a tranquil period is imminent. If you have been ill, suffered bereavement or disappointment in love, take heart, good fortune is on its way. New horizons are indicated and you will feel a new zest for life. This is your wish card - if considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!
what you most want at this moment (The Hermit)
The cards suggest Laura, that what you most want at this time is to know what to do, as well as companionship or a lover as you feel somewhat lonely or isolated at the moment. Perhaps you are feeling exhausted and in need of a rest - if you have been ill this is a time for rest and recuperation.
your fears (The Moon)
Lies and insecurity are likely to be prominent in your life at the moment, you are afraid of being deceived and feel that you are being misled. Trust your instincts and let them guide you away from those who may seem charming but are only out for their own gains. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters - step back and try to find clarity of mind, although this may seem difficult. The Moon does help to illuminate the way and don’t worry, it will turn out alright in the end.
what is going for you (The Hierophant)
There is help at hand, just ask for it. If you are concerned about making the right decision there is someone with the right moral fibre that can help. You can receive Wise counsel and honest advice from a teacher, priest or parent, or just someone you have a lot of respect for. They are more than willing to help.
what is going against you (The Lovers)
Are you suffering in silence in an unhappy relationship or feeling very lonely? Do you have the courage to make the decision you really know you should make? You have a great sense of duty but are you happy? A difficult decision has to be made - have courage and you will achieve emotional happiness.
outcome (The Sun)
The Sun is shining on you - it's your time for success, joy and happiness. You will feel confident and full of vitality. It's a time to celebrate with friends and loved ones, perhaps enjoy a well-earned holiday, a time of pleasure and good news around children or the conception or birth of a longed-for baby. If you are not feeling this way take heart, you will enter this period soon.
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |7:06 PM|
Monday, July 24, 2006
GIVE IT A SHOT ALRIGHT BABY!Yes!!! I'm going to give this job a SHOT. Headshot, mind you. wahaha... well, today's much better than the last two days of hell... I abhor data entries. Sorry guys, please quickly automate them! oh gosh, how long are we supposed to key all these shit into Oracle and get them process? By the time it got to the next department we've all grow old and shaggy. By the time we've finished it is already like our REVELATION DAY! goodness. to hell with keying data.
So i'm very traumatised ya? But today's a LITTLE bit different! LINDA IS BACK! *OH FINALLY, BABY U'RE BACK* and why rejoyce? Cuz she's the one sitting behind me and i can go to her as and when i want to ask her questions, on things and processes that i do not understand. She's so friendly and helpful, super approachable. Guys! GRAB HER OKAY! BUT NOTE, SHE'S 25 YRS OLD SO TOO BAD TO YOUNG BOYS WHO STILL SUCK ON PACIFIER.
*Yay* Went down to store with her, wahahaha... afterall, i only get to walk ard if she's around *somehow*. and today i'm calculating more than keying data. Den chop chop chop.. there it is! wahahhaa... den ask ppl sign sign sign... i take back and that will be like, spending 10 mins to walk up and down.. *glees*
wahahahaha... actually nothing really interesting except *things* that are on my mind... =x I miss darling like mad, don't really know how to describe but of course, i want to see him everyday~~~ =x love him more each day and don't know why, he's become cuter too! *~gosh~* He's my hunk alright! =D If possible I'd give him a kiss on his cheeks everyday before I go to work... *dreams*
Anyways, tml darling is fetching me from work.. *looks forward to it* =D *double happiness*
hmmmm...
A gentle reminder to people who doesn't really know lahx~
Tml is the start of hungry ghost festival~
And for this year, especially, there's a double month of hungry ghost festival.
That is to say, the seventh and "eighth" month, the ninth month will THEN BE the moon cake festival.
Quite sad lah~ but well~ hope people out there, pray more ya? Be very blessed =).
***=)
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |9:03 PM|
Friday, July 21, 2006
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
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What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Self-centered
You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.
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Love and Your Sweetheart
Here is the analysis:
Your sweetheart is like a big brother to you. He is kind and always takes good care of you. He is a dream boyfriend; gentle and compassionate, he is completely and utterly dedicated to the girl he loves. It's easy to please him because he appreciates everything you do for him. There's no need to worry about changing yourself in any way because he accepts you the way you are. When this type of man fall in love it's going to be deep and quite probably forever.
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |4:27 PM|
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
first day at work was really stressed. cannot cope... and imagine that pile of data entry i gotta key in oracle.. x_x... but well... those entries make sense so i'll just do it. however, there are so many jargons and technical terms that i couldn't understand that fast yet. more things for me to learn and discover. hope i can perform well there. and ya, today went down to store to check the stock counts. *i dont' count them physically, one by one. i pick the stock randomly and check!*
oh well... and yea, going down to the store and checking the inventory... i'm in charge of it from then on. x_x. n i heard from my head, she told me i gotta entertain a lot more calls and mails and forms and costs and bla bla bla... gosh. stress lor. grrr.. *grits teeth*
n so cham, in creative, guys there sucks alright. NO handsome one. NO eye candies. NOT much young ones. mostly ah pek. even those young ones looked like klutz or nerds or even perverts to me. today i saw an auditor from price water hse coopers. kaos. his shirt was badly stained by curry yong tao foo cuz his colleague accidentally pour it all over him. he's yea, fat. and wore "those" kinda glasses, and smiled so cheekily. goodness. he looked like a REAL PERVERT. no joke. i was shocked so....... until my colleague went over to say "hi" to him, i'd realised he's "normal" and not "smiling for no reasons". -__-"
when i was back in office.. ya, i start to work more le. trying to make myself comfortable in my own space. my own "cubicle" <== and only MY cubicle has NO FRONT WALL. this is >_< terrible i tell u. anyone can just stand in front of me (a metre and half away) and do their stapling and discussion abt those costs. jialat. =/
knocked off at 6.20pm, ard thr... and linda was bz explaining so many things to me and i was like "WAH LAO EH... SO MANY CHIM CHIM ONES!!! I MUST PRAY THAT I CAN ABSORB VERY FAST!" lol..
ok. time for depressing news.
my fishes. they are dying....
it's my fault u see... the bian bian... bleed. at it's fins. the fei fei, kena parasites. IF IF IF IF IF.... IF ONLY i can be more disciplined and all... more energy and responsibilities.. i could have changed their water every week... but no i did not do it. and mum DID NOT DO IT TOO. why ar? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ar? den i was so frustrated and angry (cuz of work too) i called my mum up and told her in quite an angry tone... "OUR FISH ARE DYING LE!!! HOW?!" i was so worried and i'm panicking. perhaps it's due to stress. but seriously... i love them but WHY WHY WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING FOR THEM??!?!?! i think my love is so shallow for them. i'm so sad. but i really no energy and i lazy.. now haven't even eat dinner properly and gg to sleep so soon n havent' bathe yet and all... shit man... how to even change water like tt?! i still gotta work tml at 0830hr tml... ='(
.....cries...
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |9:20 PM|
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!
I've got my job at CREATIVE TECHNOLOGY!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG... I'M SO HAPPY!! haha!!! goodness, they called me at 12.10pm, and u know WHAT!?!?!?! I COULDN'T SLEEP WELL WHOLE NIGHT LOR!!! I was like keep CHECKING my phone here and THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... THEN WHEN THEY CALLED ME I OPENED MY EYES IMMEDIATELY!!! Goodness... Thank god... THANK YOU GOD!!!
I am so happy sia! buay tahan. Though it's jurong -__-" and working hours are quite ........x_x... 8.30pm start work, but I will DO MY BEST!!! and i will be PUNCTUAL THIS TIME!!
People who knows this NEWS!! (In chronological order!)
1. Mum! *cuz i laugh so shrilly and jumped in joy*
2. Dad! *never brush teeth and call liao, too happy, he also very happy!*
3. Sister! *she machiam "oh.. u got it.. congrats" lol*
4. Darling! *wahhahaha he's very happy for me!!!*
Once again, i thank god. I'm going to Kwan Yin Temple to pray for a thank you. =D Thank you Guan Yin!!! =D and Master and all Buddha and Bodhissatva..=D
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |12:39 PM|
Monday, July 10, 2006
i'm happy today. yessssssss interview with creative today. hurhur. 5pm. it went really well.. forgot what was the whole interview REALLY went through, but i'd managed to remember few important ones. I pray to god, please let me work for Creative Technology.
Welfare1. Bonuses - Every year will get bonus, the amount of bonus depends on one's initiative, creativity and efforts.
2. Budgets
- Dental Budget of $200 Per Month
- Medical Budget of $800 Per Month
3. Discounts @ Staff Rates for Creative products.
4. 5 working days per week
5. Weekend work will be compensated by OT rates.
6. Friendly staffs and supervisor.
7. Interactions with supplier, purchaser, storeman, customers and department heads.
8. Annual Leave of 12 days, number of days will increase per year.
9. Shuttle Bus service from Jurong East MRT Station - start/end work.
10. Arrangements will be made for people who work after working after hours.
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At the interview, it was really great because those who are interviewing me are accountants. I'm glad they are kind and friendly. I wasn't that tense when i met them. =) The interview went on for about an hour or more. =D I hope that they will employ me. *Pray*
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |11:33 PM|
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Its a happy day. =)
Meet up with darling and =) we're happier now. =D
Went to pray at Kwan Yin Temple in Bugis~ wahahaha.. =D
After praying, got a call from Creative Technology~ called me up for an interview..
hmm.. hope i get pass and work there and get a higher pay =x
shd i send my resume to Mediacorp to work for them as an Assistant Operation Manager? hurhur.. =x
N ya hor, today i helped darling to dye his hair.. =D blond sia.. so nice lor.. i'm such a talent!!! =D love him so much.
Wish to meet up with ru, jenny, elyn, sj, and gang.. =) actually i feel super bad to say "no" i cannot meet up last min. I totally misinterpreted the sms... i thought it was thurs 6pm -__-". I so paiseh until i totally did not say anything to reply or what.. =/ bo bians.. >_<
hope i can work very hard. very very hard and get my 1st million. I must work hard from now. so i can support my family, myself and my future life will be well. I must work hard!
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My Uncharted Territory out
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