Sunday, October 29, 2006
for all or nothing. i'm just wasting my life and efforts away on people who just don't know me.
i swear i'm gonna start my life afresh and not look back. for things i once held on too tight backfired and i ain't gonna go back anymore. there's no reason for any goodbyes, i'll just live my life in my way, like many said, i always want it my way.
it's all me and my job. i wouldn't have cared what my shit customer spat at me, they don't make up part of my life. i wouldn't even be angry the whole day cuz of them. they're just someone who either throw me money, or someone who refuse to pay me my wages.
i hate comparisons. so to hell to those who compares me with themselves or others. i'm not a plaything, so u fuckers just find a new hobby. i don't like these "what about you? what about you(s)?" then WHAT ABOUT YOU FUCKERS? if you dared challenge me these, why not ASK YOURSELVES? u ain't that PERFECT either. so just shut ur ass up and leave me alone.
Communication. No wonder people take up courses for it. It's a very important thing in life, not only in business ok. I do admit that my life is so fucked up, i swear i can live alone without anybody familiar to me and i'll just make new friends along my way. I'm super individualistic. whoever wanna be friends with me, come on. whoever who don't want, fuck off. and whatever's the case, i wish to talk no more. This is the problem with communication. No one understands what i'm saying nor feeling. I aint entirely at fault i must say, they just don't listen. what can i say?
whatever's the case. i'd realised one thing. just one thing. acceptance. if one can't accept the other, that's it. at least to me, that's really it. so, find someone else. find some other friends. and leave me alone.
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |11:23 AM|
Monday, October 23, 2006
What You Will Need to Possess1. persistent
2. drive
3. self-motivation
4. patience
5. versatile
6. thirst
7. greed
8. style
9. thick-skinned
10. sense of humour
What You Will Need to Manage1. Stress
2. Time
3. Emotions
4. Mood
5. Attitude
6. Money
7. Paper work
8. People
9. Image
10. hunger
What You Will Need To Know How To Handle1. Rejections
2. Dejections
3. Depression
4. Demoralisations
5. Confidence
6. Nag
7. Scoldings
8. Sadness
9. Unbreakable toughness
10. Situation
What Happened To Me TodayHaha. and so, above are what i learnt from my job. Advertising is an interesting career, provided if u have those of what i briefly scribbled above. If i hadn't got any of them up yet, perhaps u can help guide me further by telling me on my tag board wt it was i had missed. =) thanks you guys in advance.
anyways, this was what happened to me today. I had spent 2.5 hrs with my customer. He's undoubtedly a tough nut and yes, he did not sign any contract for my company for abt 8 yrs, cuz he's too tough liaos. SERIOUS!
He rejected me so many times, and that keep insisting that i'm wasting his time. He didn't even want to look at me in the eyes for a while. he even made a big statement that his company is already very popular (true in their industry) and that he need not want to get even more popular, saying that high popularity invites him trouble. and it goes on and on and on. I repeated this for abt a hundred times.
''aiya, it's only 700 dollars, after the tax deduction is 420 nia, den for a yr got 6 listings, and den if u calculate one month 6 listing cost u 35 dollars, den one listing cost u abt 7 dollars / mth, and each day u pay only 0.19 cents nia, can lah! u eat also eat more than tat!"
Seriously, i had used so many tactics.
1. Act cute tactic
2. Damn serious face tactic
3. Diplomatic tactic
4. Act "ke lian" tactic
5. Professionalism/ Business sense tactic
It was like a hundred yrs later and he responded to me and i was so relieved. I can't believe i played so many faces cuz of this customer. I derived an unbelievable amount of satisfaction that fed me of my insatiable greed to want more. It was all euphoric as i drew in my breathe in great relief and security.
I'm definitely in game. I'm cut out for this job. I've finally passed, and with flying colours. =)
He said this to me in the end.
"I will remember you forever, I tell you. I do not know what had gone into me to make me sign for you, and which god i had forgotten to pray this year i had to meet you! Of all my life, i had not seen any sales person like you. I've lived a fruitful 35 yrs taking out another 15 which i hadn't started working. I'm seriously thinking what I had owed you in my past life i had to make up for by signing this. 8 of your colleagues had came in. That means 8 yrs i've not signed any contract for ur company. Until u came in. Goodness. After I signed this, I will not want to see you ever. Trust me."and so i say...
"well, it's an affinity for me to meet up with you and that you're so obliged to sign for me! it's fate, u can't escape. 8 yrs had passed and the 9th is coming soon. Its great meeting you and you had not made a wrong choice! do not be disappointed when u see me again ok? I'm sure to treat you coffee, if nt, tea if u prefer. I'm not joking ok, cya soon and thank you, thank you, thank you...!"damn funny. right after i went off i suddenly realised i did not give him the corporate listing form. so i went back. and somehow it felt like some sand had rubbed hard against my right foot. I wasn't bothered and did not look down on what had happened on my foot. when i was in mr. tan's office again, he was taken aback and he shouted at me. "what happened to ur right foot?!" i looked down and i saw it covered in blood. it soaked through my urs heels and its kinda gross.. good that i bought it in black, not white, which i had initially picked. After that, he gave me a cuppa water to wash and offered to give me his hankie. i politely refuse it until he said, "this is my 'ding qing zhi wu' for u lah!" so i say, "wo bu yao lah! yao lai gan shen mo!" hahahahaa.. it was a light atmosphere once again. and i go straight home after all that.
told my manager, head of sales, they were all pleased. of course they will be. how could they not be? =D
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |8:16 PM|
Monday, October 16, 2006
i lost my braun buffel wallet...
. 80 bucks
. uob debit card
. uob visa electron
. uob atm card
. posb atm card
. my print photo of darling n me
. my darling's tertiary card
. my PINK NRIC!
. my religion cards
. some coins
. creative membership card
. some other cards.......................
what a big loss...
i thought i had a good day today...
what's the mistake of saving more money for myself???
why do people are just so dishonest?
pls... return me my wallet w/o any "damages" there.....
cursing do not bring me results...
but if u don't return my wallet...
u'll get your retribution.
kind hearted soul.. pls return me my wallet... ='( it's a gift from my darling... i'd lost one of it in spain; barcelona already. pls spare this one... pls...
*pray*
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |7:49 PM|
Monday, October 09, 2006
What do this title mean?? it means my pretty loved one. =) if i'm not wrong.. it should be french. haha. really don't remember le. but i love this song... why is it so?
I still remember when i was still in france (not long ago), when i will keep playing this song where ever i am. especially when i'm thinking of victor. =) I went to Cap'de Antibes, it's sth like a fortress... and it's high up looking at the sea... i was there tht time, enjoying the scenary... it's so very beautiful cuz i saw the sun setting before me... and the sea is reallllllly beautiful... u'll hear seagulls calling above u and they usually fly in a circular motion in flocks. =) suddenly one of those birds will bullet themselves into the sea and it's like "swoosh!"haha... there's always one thing on my mind then... how i wish at that time the wind(s) will send all my misses to victor cuz i missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss him so much. ah! this is the song that mks me feel so much better... it's as if, he's around me at that time. I still remember how i miss his "backhugs". =)
hmmm...
till now, i love him still. well... actually nothing "good" to write about him cuz sometimes i really do not know how to pen them all out. it's such a herculean task for me cuz there's just so many beautiful things that happened already, and will happen.
i wish for now, to have him to kiss me goodnight of course. and ya, i've got some "way too soon" plans for myself and him. lol! as u know i'm always so "far-sighted" -__-" to the point of being super ridiculous sometimes i know. hahaa...
however... i'll still stick to my rules!
i wanna call my daughter *Su Xing En, Cherie*. =) ah. son ah. *Su Xing Wei,*************** <-- yet to think of any. perhaps.. *Ambrose*? i like leh. haa..
k la. end le. gota go...~~
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My Uncharted Territory out
@ |10:30 PM|
Sunday, October 08, 2006
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
My Cherie Amour, lovely as a summer's day
My Cherie Amour, distant as the Milky Way
My Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How I wish that you were mine
In a cafe or sometimes on a crowded street
I've been near you, but you never notice me
My Cherie Amour, won't you tell me how could you ignore
That behind that little smile I wore
How I wish that you were mine
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
Maybe someday you'll see my face among the crowd
Maybe someday I'll share your little distant cloud
Oh, Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How I wish that you were mine
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
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miss those days when i was still in france. i really miss france a lot lor... i miss living with my "daughters" so much.. traveling around from countries to countries... go shopping whenever we can... eat and sightsee-ing .. our "potatos" day... haisssssssssssssss... i miss those days.
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My Uncharted Territory out
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