Sunday, June 18, 2006

Looking back, i've realised how nasty i really was. I saw the ugliest side in me and i'm guilty for what i'd done, none of one i could salvage cause all had passed. So can i do now is to continue to improve myself. TO be a better daughter, a better girlfriend, a better friend, a good colleague, a great wife and all in all, just a much better me. I thought i will need to control my temper more and not lose it all the time. Angry souls die faster than any souls... I must live long enough to see the good things, the good events, the good experiences, the good family, the good life all in front and ahead of me, ahead of my time now. Ultimately, the only person who will be waiting for me to change to a better me is him. is my family. is myself.

It was about 6.30pm when i met darling, he waited 30 mins for me and i was quite stupid really. I didn't know he's downstairs already and i was like... got quite a shock when i called him and asked where he is and he told me "ni jia lou xia". When was he there? 20 mins ago. =__= so sorry darling. i was choosing my clothes to wear to meet u. but i really didn't know u were there already...

N so we were like walking around northpoint first, and on our way there, at that interchange, ................ he stepped my BEAUTIFUL sandal and the leather snapped off... the backstrap. i was like.. "OMGGGGGGGG U STEPPED MY SHOE AGAIN!!!" plus... "u had finally spoilt it by stepping on it accidentally for so many times!".. u know.. That COWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW just won't admit that he stepped on my shoe all the time! He push the fault back to me and said i'd walked in such manner i'd somehow crossed his path and bla bla bla.. in the end it's all my faul and not his -___-" even when he stepped really hard on my feet i get the fault by being "careless" in the way i stand.

there there, and he bought me another pair of slippers. hahahaha.. he likes that "furry furry" slipper a lot lors.. BATA one.. den he bought that pink furry slippers. =/ my cow loves furry stuffs.. =D good good..

Today darling bought me a watch. Seiko Premier... sapphire glass and all.. it's beautiful.. woah.. the price quoted was $500!!! <-super ex ba. We bargained... hahaa.. and den buy 2 watches in all.. one for him another for me lors... =D he loves his watch. =.= every few minutes u'll find him looking at it so lovingly. haha.. he looks so cute when i caught him looking at his watch again, he just don't wanna admit that he kept doing that.
(*tsk..soon we'll have our Rado(s).. sure to have it!*)

N i treated him to Spaggetties for dinner.. ordered quite many things wor..
1. Cheese frondue
2. Salmon + some red wine duno what
3. Prawns + fettucine
4. Cranberry Juice
5. Plain water (counted? =x)

hahah.... i wanted to treat him coz of my graduation thingy..=) he's been so encouraging and he's been my great help for my PFP project as well.. he deserves this treat! =D

ok lar. End of my "so called" disaster.

anyways... i'd changed my blogskin cuz i find black too melancholy liaos... better to have more colors in my life than to just pure black, white, or grey. =) U ONLY LIVE UR LIFE ONCE AND FILL IT WITH ALL SORTS OF INTERESTING AND BEAUTIFUL COLOURS!

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My Uncharted Territory out
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