Tell me...do you know...the secret of the woods?

*the keeper*

# laura
# 21 yrs old

*loves *

# reading
# tiffany n co.
# diamonds
# family
# him

*moodswings *

O.O everyday...

*wishlist *

:: $10,000 (and above) per month ::
:: 1 month Europe Trip and 2 weeks Japan Trip::
:: Car: Mini Cooper::
:: Diamond: 0.3 Carat, Tiffany and Co. ::
:: A car for dad - Toyota/ Honda ::
:: 1 property in Dubai, 6 years from 2007.::
:: Open a Bistro in Singapore::
:: ONE°15 Marina Club membership ::
:: Owning a Yatch ::
:: Blessings ::
:: Happiness ::
:: Good Health ::
:: Parents and my sister to enjoy their lives ::
:: Treat granny to HongKong and give her $200 ::
:: Happily married ::
*simple enjoyments.. *

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

first day at work was really stressed. cannot cope... and imagine that pile of data entry i gotta key in oracle.. x_x... but well... those entries make sense so i'll just do it. however, there are so many jargons and technical terms that i couldn't understand that fast yet. more things for me to learn and discover. hope i can perform well there. and ya, today went down to store to check the stock counts. *i dont' count them physically, one by one. i pick the stock randomly and check!*
oh well... and yea, going down to the store and checking the inventory... i'm in charge of it from then on. x_x. n i heard from my head, she told me i gotta entertain a lot more calls and mails and forms and costs and bla bla bla... gosh. stress lor. grrr.. *grits teeth*

n so cham, in creative, guys there sucks alright. NO handsome one. NO eye candies. NOT much young ones. mostly ah pek. even those young ones looked like klutz or nerds or even perverts to me. today i saw an auditor from price water hse coopers. kaos. his shirt was badly stained by curry yong tao foo cuz his colleague accidentally pour it all over him. he's yea, fat. and wore "those" kinda glasses, and smiled so cheekily. goodness. he looked like a REAL PERVERT. no joke. i was shocked so....... until my colleague went over to say "hi" to him, i'd realised he's "normal" and not "smiling for no reasons". -__-"

when i was back in office.. ya, i start to work more le. trying to make myself comfortable in my own space. my own "cubicle" <== and only MY cubicle has NO FRONT WALL. this is >_< terrible i tell u. anyone can just stand in front of me (a metre and half away) and do their stapling and discussion abt those costs. jialat. =/

knocked off at 6.20pm, ard thr... and linda was bz explaining so many things to me and i was like "WAH LAO EH... SO MANY CHIM CHIM ONES!!! I MUST PRAY THAT I CAN ABSORB VERY FAST!" lol..

ok. time for depressing news.

my fishes. they are dying....
it's my fault u see... the bian bian... bleed. at it's fins. the fei fei, kena parasites. IF IF IF IF IF.... IF ONLY i can be more disciplined and all... more energy and responsibilities.. i could have changed their water every week... but no i did not do it. and mum DID NOT DO IT TOO. why ar? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ar? den i was so frustrated and angry (cuz of work too) i called my mum up and told her in quite an angry tone... "OUR FISH ARE DYING LE!!! HOW?!" i was so worried and i'm panicking. perhaps it's due to stress. but seriously... i love them but WHY WHY WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING FOR THEM??!?!?! i think my love is so shallow for them. i'm so sad. but i really no energy and i lazy.. now haven't even eat dinner properly and gg to sleep so soon n havent' bathe yet and all... shit man... how to even change water like tt?! i still gotta work tml at 0830hr tml... ='(

.....cries...

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