Sunday, September 17, 2006

EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of having more time to spend for my personal stuff.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of getting a license.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of getting a car and drive myself to work.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of getting a gucci bag for myself.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of a 6 figure savings in my account.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of holidays in hawaii, maldives, kenya, dubai, etc.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of eating my brunch in a 5 star hotel.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of an apartment of my own, in Bt Timah. =x
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of a "perfect" life.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of my best friends. but where are they now? ha. none.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of living happily with my family and him.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of a managerial post.
EVERYDAY! i'm dreaming of starting a business, and work hard to let it get listed in Nasdaq.


dreams. who doesn't have one? =)


but u c... what i'd charted out, are they too ideal? or am i just simply.. materialistic? well, i thought so. i AM materialistic. haha! it's the most practical thing in this world too, isn't it? i thought so too!


as i said, the world is getting smaller and smaller, though it's still bigger than my size. =x. it's all because of the world's connection. it's the wonder of technology that changed all these. well. though the world is smaller now, why is there still a hundred and one lightyears difference in distance between people who once fought over sth n couldn't get them back on the right track, then continue to ride on this wonder train through the rest of their lves? weird. the world is not so small afterall. it's psychology. not technology.


once...i dreamt of sth so real and happy... :


i was all alone in a chalet. i thought i was baking a cake, but no, i was baking blue biscuits, "sea" flavour. it tasted great, i still CAN remember this taste, though it's in a dream. Then, suddenly someone rang my doorbell. I was living in a big house then, very spacious. and it's was beautifully decorated in a ZEN style. When i opened the door, i was flabbergasted.

good friends, all once from my memory was, stood in front of me, wearing happy faces, injected into my peaceful simple happiness with peals of laughter and warmify it even more. guess who i saw?


i saw my pri schoolmates. from daniel, susan, shi rui, da jun, yi zhuang, michael, boon kiat, gayathri, jue ming, wai keong, ming kong, etc.. etc..
i saw my sec school friends. jenny, sze jia, idalene, liru, elyn, shufen, ai xin, lee cheng, ting teck, boon wee, yao xiang, yang then, lollipop, boon keong.. etc etc..
i saw my virtual friends. yyx, ah hock, ah jay.
i saw my poly friends. edina, qj, patrick, li fang, etc...
so many friends i saw in my dream.
i saw my darling.
i realised, they are those people who i used to cherish, or rather, am cherishing...


yes... i woke up smiling, cuz at the very least... i know once, and all... though i did not see them for a long long time... i dreamt of them. so they were once people who complete my life...


it's a very very VERY happy dream. and i offered them my Sea flavoured blue biscuits. they're smiling happily...



so do i... do you friends know ur names are even appearing in my blog?
do you friends even know you once are a part of my life?



it doesn't matter even if u guys don't know. cuz its me who once cherish u guys, and some, i'm still cherishing u... =)

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My Uncharted Territory out
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